Monday, June 29, 2009

<与您分享>音乐会

Awaiting for more half year later, finally the showcase is held on 27th June 2009. Together with another 4 frens who performing piano, singing, violin n saxophone, my sister who is also a pianist did well in their performances. I believe this is also the time where all the performers are awaiting and this is the time where they gain their recognition. haha. The audience believe to be more than 400 ppl and mostly are those who interested in music performance. Even though i not so talented in music, but i'm highly interested in music performance especially the music instrument. Especially saxophone, which is one of my favourite music instrument attract me a lot on that night. Unbelievable, i got a chance to see ppl perform right in front of me. Imagine that if i were the one who playing it, sure attract many ppl to see and win a lot of praises...haha.....sorry ar, i'm dreaming again. But seriously playing or even listening to music performance is a kind of relaxing way as well. Never try never know, sekali try, hari hari mau. This is the truth that after attending the showcase, i will always hope for some kind of concert comes again to enjoy me. haha. When u r in the hall, ur mood will be definitely affected by the music n lyrics. Especially when the song is ur favourite, i'm sure that even ur soul will be fully attracted by the music. haha. i'm not bluffing, but at least this is how i feel during the event. haha. Anyway, congrate to whose performed on that night and gd luck for them in their future performance!!

my sister : one of the pianist of the night

all the performers : (from left) violin, saxophone, singer, n 2 piano player

3 stars of the night

my family, who is also my sister's no.1 and forever supporters



my gf n 2 sisters



Monday, June 22, 2009

WBYC Mid Year GaThering!!!

yeah...is time to gather again....even though is getting busy nowadays, but since ppl are going to start sch again at local uni, lets have a gathering together la...haha...at first thought there will be less ppl attending, but luckily at last the attendance still better than wat we expected...get to meet some old n nearly lost contact frens, feel quite happy. tat's wat WBYC is going to do for all of our members. here is the place where ppl can keep contact n knows how we doing recently...but this time we missed out a lot of ppl due to some many different reason. nvm, it's ok...as long as we r still here, as long as WBYC is still active, gathering will never miss out for every year..we will alwaz organize event for all our lovely member. haha....it's tired and time consuming to organize this kind of event, but the process and the outcome of our effort is very interesting. so all WBYC admins, continue to work towards our dream la...together with all the members to strive for the success of WBYC....to continue with the spirit of WBYC!!! vj n mj, gd luck for ur life in aus n us, take k!! for others who going to start sch soon, take k as well....all the best buddies!!!

3 buddies

the food which will never miss for every gathering





大合照


Kampar Trip

waited for so long time, finally get a chance to pay a visit to UTAR Kampar and also go around the kampar town. even though is a one day trip, it's still fun since we can still meet up with old frens there and having a lot of jokes n funs. as a conclusion from this trip, Kampar is really so damn hot compare to sg long. haha. as a UTAR sungai long student, i'm still proud as a sg long campus student. so buddy, be patient about anythg bad about sg long, coz here is still far more better than kampar. haha. now share some pics with u all la.

the campus full with bicycles everywhere....haha....


so called the "UTAR hostel"

not huge enough but looks a bit grand la.....the hall....






dinner: 面包鸡 and vege

Thursday, June 11, 2009

女孩的眼淚最珍貴


曾經年少輕狂的我不知道什麽是珍貴,直到有天,我回憶過去,我才知道眼淚的味道是鹹的
……

一次她在你面前流眼淚,肩膀輕輕的抖動,純真的臉龐和長長的睫毛上沾滿了晶瑩的淚水,幽怨的眼睛看着你。你覺得這是一幅異常動人的畫面。你突然有點激動有 點興奮,内心中更是隐約的充斥某種莫名的快感。因爲這是她第一次在你面前失去自我,這是她第一次爲你流眼淚。短暫的快感後你感覺到心痛,這個女孩子的眼淚 好像流到了你的心裏讓你不可抑制的酸楚。此刻,她在你眼裏成了世界上最無助的女孩,就像一隻受傷的小獸需要你安慰。你頓時慌了手腳。你摸出面紙,毛手毛腳 的擦去她的眼淚,把紙巾放在她鼻子上溫柔的哄她擤鼻涕,然後摟她如懷,不許任何東西傷害到她,可是她還是哭,于是淚水流進你的胸膛。
  
二次她在你面前流眼淚,眼淚大滴大滴的落下。她不動手去擦它們,就孤獨的站在那裏。你悄悄的從側面看她,她就像背負了一世的傷痛,淚水清冽的淌下。你的心 因之震顫。你攬住她瘦弱的身體,在她耳邊輕輕的說乖不哭。她把臉貼在你的臉上,于是你的臉上沾上她的淚水。你偷偷伸出舌頭舔了一下唇角,有她的眼淚,是鹹 ……
  
第三次她在你面前流眼淚,你暗自思忖女人的眼淚果然多,這個女孩的承受能力好差。你無語的遞上紙巾,看她自己把臉上的淚水擦幹淨,然後低頭說對不起。她紅着眼睛哽咽的回答沒事。你平靜的對上她的眼睛,注視她。你的心平靜如水…… 

她依舊在你面前哭泣,你不曉得她究竟在想什麽,你以爲沒有傷害到她,你不明白她的疼痛。她打電話的時候會哭,坐在車裏會哭,在飯館吃飯也會哭。她哭的次數越多你越無動于衷。你不說一句話,平靜的等待她哭完。後來你的腦子裏出現一個念頭,她的眼淚不代表疼痛……  

你隻看到她在你面前流眼淚,你可知道在無人的地方、在家裏的床上……她孤獨的爲你流眼淚,她坐在地板上,她用被子蒙住臉。她不會把淚水流進心裏,因爲心隻會滴血……

你可知道她無數次的告誡自己最後一次爲你流眼淚,可知道無數個哭泣的夜晚過後她用冷水洗臉把冰塊放在紅腫的眼皮上,别人問她眼睛爲什麽腫了她的回答是睡覺前喝了太多的水……

她曾經哭着對你說不會有第二個男人擁有她的眼淚,你一笑置之。你以爲是氣話,你錯了。無論别的女人怎樣,她,隻能真正的痛徹的愛一個男人,她沒有精力沒有足夠的淚水給生命中每一個陪伴她的男人。  

如今她還是會哭泣,隻是不會像從前那樣放肆的流眼淚。因爲她已經知道淚水在你的眼裏是多麽的廉價,她極力的控制自己,在心裏反複的念着别哭。  
她是一個情緒化的女孩子。不懂得如何不讓眼淚流出。
她爲你哭僅僅是因爲愛你,她流眼淚是因爲感覺疼痛。  

于有一天,你不再擁有她。她離開你。你終于失去她。多少年過去,年少的情感傷痛鹵莽輕狂都被你封鎖在記憶的最深處。當你躺在病榻上回憶過去……你不經意的 再次打開塵封的記憶不期然的想起她,想起曾經陪伴她的歲月,想起她的笑靥和你擁抱過的柔軟年輕的身體,想起她笑着把一條領帶戴在你的脖頸上。想起你們的歡 笑和争執。終于你想到她淚眼婆娑的明眸,想起她的眼淚。你忽然發現那竟是她留給你的最清晰、最真實的回憶……

女孩是可愛的,别再讓愛你的女孩流淚……

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

WeI HonG BD CeleBration

even though is a late celebration, but we still enjoying the moments at Look Out Point. haha. we all were still having jokes and fun there although the weather was so cold. n now is the time to share pics again. haha.....

LooK OuT PoinT

KL NiGhT View

GASoline



Happy Birthday WeI HonG




hehe.....took nice car to nice place....enjoyed!!!

Monday, June 8, 2009

SummEr CaFe

nothing to do after class, so went times square again with few frens....first time been to this cafe n find it quite interesting....the lady boss is quite friendly also o....haha....

Chicken Chop Rice with Apple Juice


Summer Cafe environment


all of us after meal....hehe....

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Jolin Tsai's KL ShowCase

Yesterday went to Berjaya Times Square for shopping n realise that Jolin is actually coming for her showcase at Times Square there.....after went to Lowyat n since i'm so free....so decided to stay back n join the event.....the event was told to start on 7pm.....but of coz i wont go tat late.....6pm i edi there.....wow.....there was actually full with ppl edi..i think should hv more thousands of ppl there lo...after find a strategic place, i waited there for more than one n a half hour....Finally, Jolin came....after enjoy the first 4 songs.....getting so hot n cant breath edi....so better leave first la...haha.....go n have my dinner lo....haiz.....finding a place for dinner is not easy especially during this public holiday....everywhere was full with ppl....at last waited for half an hour at KFC then only manage to get a seat.....coz i'm really too tired to walk around again....12 noon walk till 9pm....better stand there n wait la....haha....

now let me share some pic with u all.....but due to my stupid phone's camera....the pic quality is really so bad n cant catch the jolin face....haha.....wondering who else went to this event n did u manage to get a nice pic ar?haha....





















first time join this kind of event.....really shocked with the situation.....damn a lot of ppl there....but of coz is super hot there...






















Finally Jolin came....wow....everyone was so high....all shout here n there....haha....sorry ar, the pic cant see jolin....haha...

Mazda Roadshows!!!

MazDa RX-8


wow!!!! damn super nice la....
one of my dream car oo....
too bad no chance take the interior pic....
but is really so nice.....
price around Rm240k...hehe....


MazDa 8
7 seater car......damn yeng also....hehe...
for me look gorgeous lo....haha


MazDa CX-9
4WD car....
price around RM305k


MazDa 3 ~ Sport Edition
got saw gold, black n white color....
this is not bad.....
but white is the best....haha....
石好 Restaurant
second time been to this restaurant
found out that the food are quite special
so this time take some pic and share it lol....
find urself enjoy with these food o....


Stewed Chicken with Chinese Herbal
药膳当妃炖白鸡成份:维生素C, 多种氨基酸,胡萝卜素,唐蛋白等。
主治功能:补血健脾,滋补肝肾,益精明目。
价格:RM12.50


Simmered Spare Rib with Ginseng & Qizi
药膳参妃煨排骨成份:多种维他命,硫胺素,核黄素等。
主治功能:养颜补气,生津安神。
价格:RM12.50


Champagne Iced Milk
香槟奶冰
actually i'm a person very dislike milk
everytime when i get to drink milk drinks, i will get even vomit....
but surprisingly today i try this drink....
thought after mixed with champagne will be nicer.....
in fact it is quite nice la, just the milk smell still a bit strong lo....haha...

Thursday, June 4, 2009

你選擇離開,在我最愛你的時候!


大四上學期,在同學們正盡力準備研究所考試的時候,
妳堅決地開始向美國各大學提出入學申請。
看著妳忙著請教授寫推薦函;看著妳填寫各校的申請表;
看著妳申請大學時期的成績……是的,我只能……看著妳。

從妳告訴我打算出國留學開始,我一直沒說出壓抑在我心底的痛苦。
交往兩年多,我十分明白妳積極開朗卻又極端依賴我的個性,
看似獨立亮麗的妳,總愛蜷在我懷裡,兩眼發亮地訴說著妳的夢想。
妳說妳總愛翻著旅遊雜誌,看著國外美麗的風景,
幻想著有朝一日能漫步其間,享受那種在台灣幾乎不可能實現的浪漫感受。

妳說,英國是妳最嚮往的國家,希望有朝一日能和我一起去遊玩。
我總是笑著傾聽,直到在電視上聽見了一句話:「在英國,風中都像有詩在飄。」
聽到那句話時,妳頓時兩眼發光,整個人撲進我懷裡,
抓住我衣袖笑著說:「你聽你聽,連廣告都這麼說,你相信我了吧?」
「廣告詞能信嗎?」我不以為然地說著。
無視於我的冷淡,妳逕自編織著與我同遊英國的美夢。
看著那樣的妳,我只覺得好遙遠、好遙遠……
之後,妳開始猶豫不知該選擇哪間大學。
收到三間美國大學通知許可的妳,興奮地拉著我的手搖晃著,
叨叨絮絮地說著每一間大學的優缺點,要我替妳做決定。
我的決定,妳若真會照做,那麼,
我的決定只有一個──請妳留下,留在這個有我有妳的土地上。

但是,我終究什麼也沒說,
妳也選擇了在美國西部的西雅圖大學,
妳的理由竟和妳之前所說的優缺點無關,
純粹只為了電影「西雅圖,夜未眠」讓妳感動萬分。
妳一直是愛作夢的女孩,而我也一直呵護著妳、愛著妳,
用我包容的羽翼,讓妳盡情地在我懷抱裡編織夢想。

但,妳終究要離開我了。
將實現夢想的妳,我該替妳感到高興,
可是沉甸甸的心,卻怎麼也無法同妳一起飛揚。
畢業後,我去機場送妳。妳緊緊抱住我,在我懷裡哭成淚人兒。
妳用淚水向我告別,離開我,奔向夢想。
我真的不怪妳,看著那樣的妳,我深感驕傲。
妳美麗聰慧又勇敢,能擁有妳兩年多,對我來說已是太大的奢求。
軍中的生活是規律且枯燥的,加上我在外島服役,日子更是難以度過,
唯一的快樂時光,便是展讀妳自美國寄來的信件。

第一封信,妳哭訴著不適應的痛苦,曾有的浪漫旖旎夢想在實踐的剎那也粉碎殆盡。
一開始,妳的信件總是厚厚實實的好幾大張,密密麻麻地寫滿了生活上的一切,
看著妳慢慢的適應新環境,交了新朋友,融入朋友的生活圈,我替妳高興著。
妳總是在信裡說很想念我,而我,只能看著妳寄來的照片,想念妳。
照片中的妳,身邊總是圍繞著一群在學校的好朋友,
我注意到只有兩位黑髮女孩與一位黑髮男孩。
兩名女孩一個是日本人,一個是香港人,而那名黑髮男孩卻正好也是台灣人。
妳從沒特意起那個男孩,所以我也沒放在心上。
直到妳的信一封比一封短……
服役一年多後,我獲准可放一個禮拜的長假。
驚喜之餘,第一個念頭便是去美國看妳!
我沒有在信中同妳提起,我匆匆地回家,提了簡便的行李便直奔美國西部。
按照地址,長途飛行的我沒有多加停留,搭了計程車直奔妳租賃的地方。
遲疑地撳了門鈴,許久都無人回應。看來,不只妳有課,連妳室友都有課。
我隨意地在屋側的草坪上坐下,等待著妳的歸來,
想像著當妳看見我時,會有怎樣欣喜的表情?

直到聽見車聲,我才驚覺自己在等待的過程中竟累得睡著了。
眨了眨眼,看著天上一閃一閃的星星,才驚覺夜已深,
突起的念頭讓我的意識清醒了些,轉頭看著依然毫無光亮的住處,
我開始擔憂妳的安危。

就在我怔忡之際,一輛車停靠在路邊。
看見妳步出車外,我驚喜地正想起身,卻見駕駛座也走下一名男子。
那男子十分眼熟,即使在夜色中,我依然清楚地認出他便是照片中的台灣男孩。
我在黑暗中看著妳開心地笑著與他手牽著手,就像以前賴在我懷裡一樣地緊黏著他,
那笑容……熟悉得讓我心痛。

我愣愣的看著你們一同走進屋內。直到燈熄了,那男孩始終沒走出來。
我遲遲不敢相信那個在我懷裡編織夢想的女孩,終究是走出了我的生命。
直到天色泛白,我才意識自己竟在草坪上枯坐了一夜。
心痛的感覺讓我全身發抖,「兵變」兩字倏地竄進腦海。
等到天色大亮,我撳了門鈴,揣摩著妳看到我時可能顯露的表情。
等了好一會兒,妳才揉著惺忪的睡眼來應門,
見到是我,妳瞪大了眼,直愣愣地瞧我,一句話也說不出來。
我硬扯出一抹笑,故作輕鬆說:「嗨,我來看妳了。」
然後,我看見妳身後的他。
你們身上穿著同款式的睡衣,淺淺的粉紅將妳的臉蛋襯水嫩,
而淺淺的藍色則讓他看起來……和妳該死的相配。

「你……你要來怎麼不先寫信跟我說一聲呢?我……我也好去機場接你啊!」
依然是我記憶中好聽的聲音,卻不再屬於我。
「不介紹一下妳學長嗎?」我看了那男孩一眼,眼底的苦澀怕是怎麼也藏不住。
「他……他是……」妳囁嚅著不知該如何啟齒。
「沒關係。」我艱難地抬手輕撫妳的髮,「祝妳幸福。」寬容地一笑,我毅然轉身離去。
「等一下!」妳突然喊住我,眼眶含淚地說:「我送你去機場吧!」
「沒關係,我可以自己搭Taxi的。」
「不,我堅持。」妳轉身奔進屋裡,不一會兒便一身外出裝扮地出現在我面前。
我望了男孩一眼,問道:「他……」
「沒關係,走吧!」
妳不像往常一樣親暱地挽著我的手,獨自走在我前頭去開車。
望著妳的背影,我得緊咬下唇才能不讓自己掉下淚來。
一路上,我們沉默相對。

往日那個愛膩著我說東說西說夢想的妳,再也回不來了。
我什麼也沒問,只因我懂。是的,我懂妳。
妳是需要愛的,在異鄉求學,不能天天陪著妳的我,自然而然地被放棄。
上飛機之前,我們四目相接,紛亂的回憶在我胸口翻騰。
「回去吧!他在等妳呢!」我哽咽地說出這句話,妳的淚再也無法抑止地奔流而下。
「對不起,是我對不起你。」妳哭著撲進我懷裡,我慢慢落下淚來,
緊緊地擁著妳,像是這一放手便再也沒有機會這樣擁住妳了。
「沒關係,我不怪妳。好好照顧自己。」
終於,我放開了妳,在淚眼模糊中與妳告別。
熟悉的機場道別、熟悉的淚水,卻已是不再熟悉的我和妳。

妳哭得肝腸寸斷,身旁經過的行人一定以為我們是對熱戀中的情人吧?
可是他們怎麼也猜不到這是告別與哀傷的淚水。
在轉身登機的那一瞬間,我想,我真的只能祝妳幸福了。

我想,未來與妳共遊英國的,永遠不會是我了……

你真的把我丢下了..


看着窗外绵绵细雨,让我想起以前老是和我在一起的他--...
他是我最最要好的好同学好伙伴,从小学开始,和我同年的他就住在我家附近,可能是因为这样吧,我和他在一起的时间很多...下课,放学走在一起.甚至放学后一起玩,一起讲电话...
我和他就像亲兄妹一样.无所不说,无所不谈.在学校有他保护我,就算什么恶霸我也不用在担心.他让我有种很安全的感觉...
峰很爱打篮球,所以很自然的成为学校风云人物.很多女生都很爱恋他...
上了中学后,我和峰很幸运的即同校又同班.每次下课都有一大班的女生围着他.在无计可施下他还没经过我同意就把我当挡箭牌,冒充是他女朋友.所以大多数的女生都因为妒嫉而讨厌我了...谁叫我有那么一个好看的好朋友呐...真实令人又喜又悲啊!!!
这天,我像往常一样,去为他所参加的篮球赛加油打气.
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!是峰耶!峰出场了!快看!"这句话出自前面几排女生的口中.我心想峰真的有那么帅吗??
球赛开始了,时间开始由48分钟倒数.时间一分一秒的过去,峰也进了不少的球.前一排的女生不断欢呼,简直快把我耳朵给震破了!
BANG!
全场的目光都集中在峰的身上.峰晕倒了,不省人事的倒在地上!我开始慌了,不知所措.顿了片刻,我立刻跑去球场那儿和救护人员一起把峰抱起上救护车.
送到医院后,由于峰的家人都刚好在国外,我只好留下来陪峰.医生告诉我峰得了血癌,而且是末期!本来就不应该做激烈运动,这次的球赛跟加让峰的病情严重恶化!可能熬不过这这个月.我呆着了,脑中只是空白一片...
回到病房,我哭了.峰还像以前一样的安慰我,说他没事,只是营养不良晕倒罢了!我哭得跟加利害,还指着他大骂.
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你明知到自己患有血癌,不但不告诉我,还硬要去参加比赛!你只知道篮球,比赛,你还会什么?"
峰也留下眼泪了,他急忙安慰我.我也知道这以后会有怎样的结果,我不敢再想象下去...
那天,我同样拿了一束鲜花来看峰.当我一推开门,只看见峰的双亲坐在椅子上流泪.我脑中立即闪出峰的样子.
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他怎么了?峰去哪里了?他不会有事的?对吗?"我哭了,又为峰流泪了...
峰的妹妹把一封信交给我.上面写着:"对不起,我不能再陪你了,我毁约了,我做不到你一辈子的朋友了.其实,我想告诉你,我好喜欢你,只是不好意思开口,怕伤害你我的友谊..."
我看不下去了!我哭的连我都不知道镜子里那丑陋的女孩是谁了.我喜欢你.其实我也好喜欢你.我还来不及开口,你就离我而去,你好自私!好自私哦!就这样离我而去...你只留下回忆,难道你真的就这样离开我???
那天也正好是下雨天...,我会记着你的...